My life is not really that hard, it just seems that way sometimes. I'm just a poor black man stuck way too far down south trying to make each day a little better than the last.

Thursday, December 29, 2005

Christmas Is Over.

Sitting here watching some direct to DVD, took $200 to make, shot with a home video "black" movie. I swear a Tyler Perry play has more cinematic value. Speaking of Tyler, did ya''ll know his second movie will be released in Febuary. I didn't really care for most of the last one. I'll probably catch this one in the theater though just cause, plus it's got Jennifer Lewis in it.

Sidenote* They having a party scene in htis movie. Dancing without a lick of music. WTF*

I hope everyone had a great Christmas. I had a pretty good one for me anyway. None of my family bothered to even drop a card in the mail, even though I made sure all of them were taken care of.

OMG. The sound just completely dropped out of this move. No this is not a bootleg. Damn shame.

Anyway, back to the fam. Nevermind man it's all good I aint mad. My baby did hook me up though. I got a fresh pair of Ones and some jeans and a hoodie from American Eagle. He got a pair of diamond studs and a IPOD shuffle. All in all I'm kind of glad the holidays are over.

Oooh. Purple Rain about to come on. Yet another movie with bad acting and great music. My favorite part of is of course the ending when The Purple One performs the title song. That has got to be one of my top five favorite songs EVER. I'm talking bout the 9 minute version. In fact I'm going to buy the soundtrack on ITUNES right now.

Did I mention that Christmas Day was also my first anniversary? My baby and I have been together for a full year. It's been good, bad and everything in between but I wouldn't change a minute of it. I love you Boo. I can't imagine my life without you. XO





Saturday, December 24, 2005

Christmas Eve

Wassup fellow bloggers,

So I just finished wrapping my last minute gifts. Got a ass load of DVD's from Blockbuster. I'm cooking myself some Turkey and Dressing...so, I'm all set for Christmas. BooBoo come over tomorrow night to exchang gifts.

I just want to wish everyone a Merry Christmas. I hope you all spend it in a way that makes you happy.



LJ

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

"Look At Me"

After reading NO4REALs latest post I decided to check out Jackie's Back staring Jennifer Lewis. She killed that shit. " Look at Me" is my shit and "Yield"....WHAT!!!.
Seems like all I've been doing lately is going to the gym and watching movies. I've seen like every new release this month and some old ones too. Has anyone seen a movie named "Camp". It's kinda like Fame or Grease for a new generation(musical) set at summer camp for the performing arts. Some of the acting is ...well bad, but overall it's a cute film. There's this one song close to the end "Here's Who I Am" that's just great. I think I'm going to make the soundtrack one of my Christmas presents to myself.
Speaking of Christmas I completely broke my $40 dollar per gift limit, but even I always knew that I would. No one else is going to buy my siblings anything really, not even our/their parents. So what the hell it's just money. I most likely wont be getting anything from any of them but it's all about giving right. My boyfriend has been trying to guilt me into going home with him for Christmas but I'm just not feeling that this year. I spent last X-mas and Thanksgiving with his people. I would just rather do my own thing. I'm thinking about volunteering to help feed some folks or something.

In other news:
Went to see King Kong. Great movie ....Long but great movie. Once they finally get to the freaking island(scariest native people ever) you're hooked and once you finally see the friqqing monkey..OMG......All I can say is giant ape fight not one ...Not two..But three Tyrannosaurus' while holding a dumb white lady with his foot...WOW.
weren't the last two episodes of The Boondocks the best so far. I mean homothugs in one and then we get Riley trying to assassinate Santa. Off the chain.
I know I'm a big ass geek for this. I finally saw the Xmen 3 trailer and that minute and a half got me soooo damn hype.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

The most wonderful time of the year

So, I've pretty much decided to cancel Christmas this year. Well, for myself anyway. I was going to go home to St. Louis but my mom has me considering hiring a hitman. I don't like her right now. ...I just don't. So that's off. I thought about flying out to visit my younger brother and sister in Berkeley. They decided to visit our father in L.A. for the holidays and I would rather have ass and nut cancer. I really don't like him....Ever. So it's just gonna be me watching holiday movies and eating Turkey cutlets, which is cool with me. I'm really not upset about it. I'm cool. I have to make my BF understand that I don't really feel like celebrating this year. HE WILL NOT UNDERSTAND!!!! Maybe I'll get over it and decide to go home with him but I doubt it. Bah mudafukkin Humbug!!!!
In other news....I'm on leave until the January 3 and have absolutely nothing to do with myself. No traveling. No visiting. Although I do get to catch up on what's been happening on General Hospital( turns out the baby may not be Jax's after all) and getting lots of sleep. I have been watching a lot of movies lately. I went to see Rent a second time. It was better without someone snoring next to me this time. The chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe was very uneven. I didn't really get interesting to me until the end and some of the CGI was just bad. Was the lion supposed to be Jesus? I didn't get it. I rented 40 Year Old Virgin today. Why was this movie so damn funny? For real that shit was hilarious. I'm gonna try to see King Kong this weekend.

I wish I would have bought a X-box 360. Not because I want one but because there are a bunch of people out there willing to pay as much as $1500 for one instead of simply waiting a few weeks and getting one for 3-4 hundred dollars.

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Oh what a Christmas to have the Blues........

Listening to "Every Year, Every Christmas" Luther Vandross.

Although it's not unusual for me to not feel much Christmas cheer, I'm a little ...Frustrated would be the correct word. I want to get that "feeling" this year. It's been a minute but I remember that happy..euphoric.... Christmas spirit thing. Maybe it's because I'm all grown up now or because I decided not to go home this year or the almost complete lack of X-mas decorations around the city...Who know. Am I the only one?
Did I mention that Christmas Day will be our( BooBoo and yours truly) 1st anniversary? Too bad we want be able to spend it together. He would not be able to enjoy his Christmas away from his family, especially his mom and grandma, so I gave up trying to get him to come home with me. I don't think I'm going to visit my mother this year. I told that heifer that I'm placing a $50 limit on gifts this year and she had the nerve to get indignant about it. Asked me if I thought that was appropriate for my mother. Keep in mind I have 5 siblings( not to mention friends) and I send her money all through out the year to include just last week. She's a trip but I'm not going to deal with her right now. I think I'm going to try to go and visit my brother and sister in Cali if I can find a reasonably priced ticket. Woosah.

I finally got to see Rent. Overall I enjoyed the movie. Loved most of the big musical numbers. I didn't Know that they would break out in song every 2.8 minutes, but still enjoyed it alot. I bought the soundtrack. BooBoo on the other hand hated it, but I knew that he would. Just not his thing.

Friday, December 02, 2005

Stolen


Stolen from Unconquerable Soul

FIRSTS
First job: Babysitting 9 yo boys At Mathew Dickeys Boys Club summer day camp @ 14y/o. Never again
First screen name: Red_boi. Self explanatory
First funeral: My mothers father when I was 8. I just remembering wondering why he was wearing so much makeup.
First pet: Never had one.
First piercing: None. Can't stand needles.
First tattoo: My one and only. A cross on left shoulder.
First credit card: A student Visa my first year of college. My mom stole it before I knew it was there. I didn't find out about that til three years later when I was trying to buy my first car.
First kiss: I kissed some little girl when I was 13. I kissed a boy named Tyler when I was 21.
First enemy: low self esteem and depression. Everyone loves me.

LASTS
Last car ride: Visited my best friend in Valdosta, GA in Sept. I neeed to call him.
Last kiss: Last Sunday. Guess who?
Last movie watched: At the theater. The last Harry Potter movie.
Last beverage drank: Water a minute ago.
Last phone call: BooBoo called about an hour ago.
Last time showered: Last night..It's about that time though.
Last CD played: "Lyfe" Lyfe Jennings.
Last website visited: aintitcool.com

NOW
Single or taken: Taken
Gender: Man
Birthday: Sept. 17,
Sign: Virgo
Siblings: Three younger brothers and two younger sisters
Hair color: Black
Eye color: Brown
Wearing: Nike Basketball shorts and ankle socks.
Drinking: Orange juice and fruit punch.
Thinking about: Vacuuming, It needs to be done.
Listening to: "Iceberg" Tweet.

Thursday, December 01, 2005

Randomness

Here I am. At work again. Not even attempting to try to look busy. Thank god I'm off tomorrow, getting up at 6am is killing me....Well not killing me but making me less than happy. The fact that my heater is broken doesn't help any. I swear my apartment feels like a refrigerator every morning.

I still haven't seen Rent yet. Booboo might go with me this weekend just to make me happy. I don't think it will be his type of flick, but you never know.

I haven't started my X-Mas shopping yet. I think I'm going to just put gift cards or cash inside of Christmas Cards this year for everyone except for Booboo and my godson. I'm getting him a pair of diamond studs and a IPOD shuffle. The godson will get some toy or something.
My mom thought I was playing when I told her that her gift has a $50 limit this year. Seeing is believing.

Speaking of mom. I'm thinking of trying to head home to St. Louis for Christmas this year. Depends on how she acts.

I'm attempting to give up masturbation for awhile just to see if I can. I know that is way too much information.(sorry)

I haven't returned any phone calls this week. Does that make me a bad person?

I decided that I'm done with the military for a lot of different reasons. Done ....Ready to go.....Can't wait until 2008(sigh).