My life is not really that hard, it just seems that way sometimes. I'm just a poor black man stuck way too far down south trying to make each day a little better than the last.

Sunday, February 26, 2006

Randoms

So everythings pretty much worked concerning my move to San Antonio. They want me out of the base by April 1st, but I'm allowed to take up to 30 days of leave before arriving at my new base. Luckily I have like 70 something odd days of leave. So I want have to be there until the end of April-early May. BooBoo( who will now be known as Giovanni....Long story) calmed the hell down when I told him that. That boy be trippin sometimes. The best part about me moving is I GET TO QUIT THIS DAMN JOB!! That shit can't happen soon enough. I already told the boss he's only got me for maybe two more weeks at the most. This better be the last damn weekend I got to work. This shit is for the birds.

I watched the Pink Panther tonight( yeah I got the boot leg). Why was that movie sooo boring? Why do people allow Beyonce to "Star" in there movies? I think it's just to get the gay boys to buy a ticket. That Heifer can not act. Just awful!!! I think she might be what keeps Dreamgirls from being a great movie....End my Beyonce rant. I also watched The Seat Filler with Kelly Rowland. It was a decent lil flick. Why was Duane Martin trying to play a 20 something when he knows he's about 38? Why his ass so phat( yeah I spelled it right)?Why Scary Spice in the movie? Just Random.

My father called me a couple days ago. I didn't answer because I didn't recognize the number( sad right) but he left a message talking about he was just calling to say hi. WTF!!!! I haven't talked to this man in about 7 months, which is a short amount of time for us to go about not communicating. I don't know I'm done with the trying to build bridges with him. I haven't talked to my mom in about 3 weeks. I should probably call her.

My cell phone has been broken for the past week. The techs at Verizon can't fix it. It's all good though because my contract is up on Thursday so I will not be spending a dime trying to get this thing fixed. It just feels weird not having a cell phone though. Feels like I'm leaving something everytime I leave the house.

I'm hoplessly addicted to Winkipedia.com and Youtube.com. I've been looking up useless information and watching never seen before clips of some good and bad performances all night. Somebody needs to stop me.

I can't wait for tomorrow night's episode of Flava of Love. It's funny because I never watched this show before last Sundays episode, but now I HAVE to watch. Now the sight of these somewhat atractive women tounge kissing Flav disturbs me to the bottom of my soul...for real I gotta turn away sometimes. It just seems wrong. Are these chicks gonna get a cash prize, a car, hell a month supply of something. I don't get it. They must be getting paid under the table or something. But yeah I got to watch....New York!!!!

I've been playing the Finale of Rent over and over again....hmmm...wonder why.

30 more minutes and I get to home.......goodnight.




Sunday, February 19, 2006

SO MUCH

I'm sitting at work right now, it's like a quarter to 4( 4am) that is. Did I mention I hate this job, 12 hour shifts, 3days on then 3 days off. That wouldn't be so bad except for the way theses days seem to fall. I'm working like the the next three weekends in a row. See, that's the time I'm supposed to be with my baby.

He decided to go out with his "girls" tonight and by girls I mean boys. BooBoo is not usually very feminine but when he gets around anyone of his three "girls" his ass Queens the fuck out. I don't get it. I told him that's like the unsexiest( that's not really a word, huh?) thing ever. Whatever, he already got me. On the other hand though, when he meets someone he doesn't know he voice drops like 8 octaves( that is kinda sexy). Weird!!! One of his "girls" is moving to Texas this week, so I hope they are having a good time.
Speaking of Texas. My orders finally dropped. Guess where I'm going....Damn if it isn't San Antonio. I soooo did not want to move back there. In fact there are two places I never really wanted to live Biloxi, MS and San Antonio, TX. There's probably a bunch of others places on that never wanted to live list but I just list those two for now.

*Update. I just told BooBoo about the orders and he reacted the way I knew that he would. He's hurt and overly dramatic. I mean I told him that I would be getting orders anyday. I guess he talked himself into believing that it wouldn't happen. Anyway, am I wrong really not feeling or wanting to deal with him getting all upset about it right now? I'm as hurt as he is thinking about leaving, but yeah I need some " we gonna make it work baby" or something right now. *

Chances are, it'll be atleast a couple of months before I leave still. I'm hoping for more time, but really not optimistic about it. I told him that I would do what I got to do for the few months until he graduates to make us work as a couple. He really didn't seem too optimistic about it. I mean if he's not willing to try...Well I can't do the shit by myself. For us to work as a couple he would have to pack up and leave his friends and family behind come July. I don't know if that's asking too much. I don't know, this could be the count down to the end. I've loved him from the first week I met het him and still love him more than two years later..So I'm praying. I wonder if I can get out of the Air Force...Short of coming out to the commander that is.......Lata.

Monday, February 13, 2006

What Up!!!

I just finished watching this animated short on PBS. You know the one where the guys tring to get rid of the cat that just wouldn't go away and this song keeps playing:

That cat came back the very next day
The cat came back, he thought it was gonner
But the cat came back
It just wouldn't stay away

Rememeber. Nice little flash back. Yes, I AM a geek.

Awww man!!!! I'm finally on Blogger pecking out a post at like 0330. I've been crazy busy for the past two-three weeks. One of my best friends Jess came back into town and stayed with me for a couple of weeks. She just went home yesterday and I miss her already, she's the coolest chick ever I swear if I liked snatch I would of had to wife her like two years ago. We had a great time. I couldn't spend as much time as I wanted with her because the Air Force still insists that I work..
Since my last post I've had two more jobs. The first was helping clean out one the medical warehouses on base, which wasn't too bad. I only worked from 8-11am. The job I'm doing now is a buck-toothed bitch though. OK, well maybe not that bad. The job itself is pretty simple, babysitting problem Airman who are in the process of getting kicked out of the service. I'm attempting not to be a hard ass but these guys are trying me. Just tonight I caught two of them having sex in in the female bathroom. A mess!!!! What I really hate about it though is the schedule 1. It's a night job. 2. It's shift work(12 hours). I WILL be finding something else to do by next month. In the meantime I'm using the 8 hours a night I spend doing nothing to catch up on my blog reading. Hey everybody out there I missed you guys. Thanks for showing my blog some love.

PS. Have anybody seen this move "Waiting"? I swear it'll make you scared to eat out ever again.

Thursday, February 09, 2006

Hey

Ya'll miss me? I know you do, at least that's what I tell myself. I really haven't had time to post anything and that sucks too because I actually have too much going on in my life right now. One major thing is my suck ass new job. I hope to post something soon though. stay tuned......