My life is not really that hard, it just seems that way sometimes. I'm just a poor black man stuck way too far down south trying to make each day a little better than the last.

Wednesday, September 21, 2005


What up bloggers,

Nothing Atall is going on in my world right now. This is week 4 of my unfortunate paid vacation and I'll be off for at least two more weeks. I know that sounds great and everything.......

BUT I AM BORED OUT OF MY FREAKING MIND!!!!!!!

There's not much in the way of entertainment here now. Thank god my cables on. I was supposed to head up to Maryland but unfortunately I had to pay mt moms rent. I know right!!! I will be heading to Valdosta, GA next week to visit my best friend and the fam. I hear Valdosta does not have much in the way of entertainment either, but at least I'll be getting away from here for awhile.

Thank you guys for the birthday greetings. There's a lot of it I don't remember. Last Friday I headed up to BooBoos. We went out to this New Orleans style restaurant with Boos roommate and a couple of friends. The food wasn't that great, but the drinks were great. We were drunk ya'll. After dinner we headed back to Booboos place where I was surprised to find some friends, a birthday cake and a pitcher os Hunch Punch( good stuff). It was a chill little surprise party. I didn't do much on my actual birthday. We were going to go out but MSU was having a home game that night so the city, that was already packed with refugees from NO and the coast, was crazy. We just hung out mostly, went to the mall, got BooBoos ears pierced, had lunch with friends. Like I said it was a real chill weekend.

PS. The pic is me after the party. Told ya'll I was drunk. Don't know where the bunny came from.

Friday, September 16, 2005

Just Got Paid, Friday Night.

Well I'm off to celebrate my birthday. Not really sure what I'm going to be doing, friends have some plans for me. I'll let you guys know.
LJ

Thursday, September 15, 2005


To 4REAL,
Naw man. That wasn't too much and you weren't too far in my bushiness. I appreciate the concern. Believe it or not I asked myself those same questions concerning my relationship a little while ago. Whether or not I was staying with him out of loneliness or guilt. Truth is I love his worrisome ass plain and simple. Yeah we fight, but I want him, I love him, I need him. He's my other half. I know that's corny but...... There you go. The fight was over some bullshit and I think one of his bitter bitch of a friend was trying to start some shit. But we've moved on. Aint we special?

On to better news. Apple is going to replace my stolen IPOD. Yes!!!! I got a I-P-O-D. And I didn't have to pay for it. Speaking of music. Has anyone heard Kanye West new CD? We're like two weeks behind on new music and movies down here. Maybe I'll just wait and download it on my IPOD. hehe. I'll stop now.

PS. That's a pic of the front of my apartment building. The yellow door on the second floor is my place. Blessed!

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

My Mind

Wassup ya'll!!!! I want to thank you guys one more gain for the prayers and the love. I'm back home for now cause I got tired of just sitting around BooBoo's place while he was at class or work.....I'm SO BORED BY MYSELF!!!!

I'm really having a serious issue concentrating today. I just can't. I feel like I have ADD or something.

I've been driving around today looking at the damage around the area...One word.....DAMN. My camera's not working so I can't take pictures.

My apartment stinks. It's my fridge. I cant get the odor out. I've drenched that bitch in Bleach and Pine Sol. Now instead of it smelling literally like shit it just smells like vomit. They are supposed get me a new one tomorrow.

BooBoo and I are fighting again. I'm done with the drama. I told him to call me when he gets his mind right. That was last night haven't heard from him all day.

My birthday is this Saturday. If I don't make up with my boyfriend I probably won't do anything. Oh well.

My younger brother bought me a IPOD for my birthday. The retarded Fed- EX guy decided to leave it at my door... So no IPOD. boooo

My fathers birthday is tomorrow I wonder if I should call him. He has not called me though. I wonder if he cares if I'm dead or alive.

I just found out my base suffered $500 million in damage and will be closed for at least 6 months. What that means for me..I don't know. Maybe I'll be leaving MS soon.

My friend Jessica wants me to visit her in MD next week. I'm seriously considering it.

I seriously think I might be depressed again * notice I said again* I'm just numb right now. hmmm weird.
To Jamal. I'm sorry to hear about the family you lost man. Damn!

That's all I can think of at the moment.

Oh I've missed you guys. Love yah.

Sunday, September 11, 2005

Here I is

I repeat. I HATE HURRICANES!!!! Wassup ya'll after two weks I finally got a chance to get online. I'm still staying with friends because Biloxi is a mess. Thankfully my place and everyone I know made it through with injury or too much damage to there homes. I just wnat to say thank you guys for your prayers. t trully believe they worked for me. Once I find my digital camara and show you guys some pics you'll know what I'm talking about. The friends I'm staying with don't have internet access. Hopefully I'll be home this week sometime and I'll tell you guys all about my week without running water and electricity. GOOD STUFF!!!!.

PS. This is how blessed I am I live two blocks from the Gulf of Mexico. One block from a mall that has beeen completly gutted. Across the street from a shopping center that's missing it's roof. I'm sitting in my place with no damage in fact my cable's up. Prayer Works.

To my Kindred Brother. Can't wait to catch up on what's been going on with you:)