Oh what a Christmas to have the Blues........

Listening to "Every Year, Every Christmas" Luther Vandross.

Although it's not unusual for me to not feel much Christmas cheer, I'm a little ...Frustrated would be the correct word. I want to get that "feeling" this year. It's been a minute but I remember that happy..euphoric.... Christmas spirit thing. Maybe it's because I'm all grown up now or because I decided not to go home this year or the almost complete lack of X-mas decorations around the city...Who know. Am I the only one?
Did I mention that Christmas Day will be our( BooBoo and yours truly) 1st anniversary? Too bad we want be able to spend it together. He would not be able to enjoy his Christmas away from his family, especially his mom and grandma, so I gave up trying to get him to come home with me. I don't think I'm going to visit my mother this year. I told that heifer that I'm placing a $50 limit on gifts this year and she had the nerve to get indignant about it. Asked me if I thought that was appropriate for my mother. Keep in mind I have 5 siblings( not to mention friends) and I send her money all through out the year to include just last week. She's a trip but I'm not going to deal with her right now. I think I'm going to try to go and visit my brother and sister in Cali if I can find a reasonably priced ticket. Woosah.

I finally got to see Rent. Overall I enjoyed the movie. Loved most of the big musical numbers. I didn't Know that they would break out in song every 2.8 minutes, but still enjoyed it alot. I bought the soundtrack. BooBoo on the other hand hated it, but I knew that he would. Just not his thing.