Laugh Now, Cry Later. 10 Little Things I Love and Hate About My Relationship

I sent this to BooBoo today....

10 things that I hate:

10. Making me listen to and watch any and everything Beyonce does. I mean she cool but I don't like her like that.

9. Just cuz I'm your man, I'm suppose to be the problem solver, miracle worker, part the red seas and open up the heavens.

8. I don't have any kids but I feel like it cuz you poke your bottom lip out when you don't get your way knowing I will fall for it.

7. You call me 10-15 times a day and get a little tude when I don't really have anything to day.

6. You like to get "little man" all excited, then try to tell me I got to wait to handle business. IT AINT FUNNY!!!!!!!

5. You are always on the phone. I swear I want to break that damn thing in half sometimes.

4. You get on me like my momma used to when my place gets a little messy.

3. I swear sometimes I actually see breasts grow on you when you're with your "gurls".
I AM NOT going to refer to those dudes as my sister-in-laws.

2. You like to bring up old shit during a new argument.

1. Even though you try your best to respect when I need private time to myself, you are 100% with out a doubt my Mr. Me Too.

10 things that I love:

10. We love each other to much to walk away.

9. You think I can solve your problems , work miracles, part the red seas and open up the heavens.

8. Your random and spontaneous love making sessions.

7. You rub my head for me when I'm feeling stressed

6. You give me manicures like Janet did for Tupac on Poetic Justice.

5. I'm the first person you call in the morning and the last person you call at night.

4. When we're at Dave and busters you pretend you can't play the hoops game all the time just so I can get behind you and show you how to shoot. No matter how many times you do it, never gets old.

3. When we're together you can't go to sleep unless part of me is touching part of you.

2. You get on me worse than momma used to when my place gets a little messy with a smile on your face.

1. We can still just lay in the bed cuddled up without saying a word for hours and it still feels like the most comfortable thing in the world.


~Okay you know what? I realized something. Its been over a year since I've been blogging. The majority of my entries has been about the trials of tribulations of my relationship wit my boyfriend. After further reflection we've been through a lot of shit and I'm positive there is more to come but I wouldn't change or give it up for anything. Even though there are people in my life that are leaves that try to be branches. BooBoo has always been my root from day one. So if someone shows you who they are the first time. Believe them. Had to take that page from Madea and Maya Angelou.~

"I'll burn this place to the ground"

I HATE MY FUCKING JOB!!!!!

Seriously with a passion usually only seen in religious extremists. I hate this job. I want walk in that building strapped with bombs and AK-47s. Just start taking mofos out.
It's not just the schedule, although I'm already burnt out on theses 12 hour shifts. Well maybe it is the schedule, plus having to accomplish my work, dealing with peoples personal lives, plus having to write tons of reports the "military" way( which will stress you the fuck out), plus doing all the other military shit I have to do on my time off because of course I work nights ....sooo yeah.
Here's a example of the craziness. Friday morning around 10am. I'm still at work after working a 12 hour shift trying to finish a award package that just had to get done that day. I get called into the supervisors office and witness this guy going off like Joan Crawford in Mommy Dearest when she found the wire hanger. Apparently someone on my shift had left a yellow sticky note in one of the patients charts as a reminder for the doctor to reorder a patients medication. Granted it wasn't very professional but it wasn't illegal or harmful to anyone. Calm the fuck down!!!
Damn I'm almost ready to go to Iraq.

Well not quite. To say I'm less than thrilled about this development would be a understatement. I've been through it before though and like I said IT WILL BE THE LAST TIME. There is no way in the 9 circles of hell that I would re-enlist again. I'll be going atleast four months(hopefully no more than that, but you never know). On the bright side how many people can say they've to Afghanistan and Iraq, huh? How many?

Anywho let me finish watching Desperate Housewives. Those white chicks are crazy. I'm gonna need Bree to stop hooking up with psychpaths.

Food far thought. Why aren't there any good shows or shows period with minority casts on TV?

Throwback

I used to love this song. Kinda how I'm feeling right now bout the relationship.

I'm going write a real post soon...

So ...So much with keeping up the blog, huh?

Oh well. I'm here now.

It's been an interesting week for me.

Found out I'm heading to Iraq in January. That'll be fun. I guess that's one of the reasons I'm not mad at BooBoo for deciding not to move here. Oh well. Trust it'll be the last time.

Watched "When the Levees Broke". I don't think I've ever watched anything that made me that mad, sad and had me laughing at the same time. For real if you have HBO check it out. It's powerful stuff.

Found out my mom outed me to the whole family like a month ago. She said she wanted to tell people she was proud to have a gay son. We'll I'm glad she feels better.

Anyway..Just checking in...I'll holla.

So..WOW. I'm getting REALLY bad at keeping up with this blog. It's funny because I had actually wrote a post about how blogging isn't the same anymore. Most of the blogs I read on the regular are either no longer there or they're not being updated often ( kind of like mine..LOL).
I've been very busy lately. I haven't even been reading my blogs lately. This being a supervisor shit is for the birds. Dealing with peoples attitudes and schedules and what they think you should be doing and how you should be doing it...Ugh. I quit. I started taking classes again, trying to finish my degree before I "quit" the Air Force. I some how in this furnace they call TX caught a cold. Hot and congested it's horrible. I've been taking Tussin to the the head for like a week now.

BooBoo made his decision about moving here. Basically he took a permanent position...in Hattiesburg, MS and decided to tell me about it two weeks later. There you go. All the while telling me still wants to be with me. There are some details I'm purposely leaving out but I'm kind of thinking that this relationship may have run it's course. I just don't really know right now. He needs to grow up some and there are things I'm not really willing to accept from him anymore.

Anywho, I'm going to TRY to manage this Blog better.

Listening to: "Obvious" LeToya