My lie has once again been knocked hard

So..I have'nt updated this blog in..years. i think it's time to start again.

Recently my boyfriend of over three years cheated on me ( i would later find out it wasn't the first time) eneter into a relationship with another guy and to pay me back for atleast not completely cuttting me out of my life. He decided to cut me off after i told him i had dinner with a guy.. Yeah Crazy..