Hey Folks,

I really don't have any updates on amything going on with me.. The boyfriend situation is still...THERE.


This is how I feel right now.. They say there is a song for every situation.



Did anyone else think that Ralph was a little "sweet" or just a bad actor?


Why did I have a HUGE crush on him back in the day?

Movin On ...maybe

Seriously!!! I meant to write about my horrible weekend earlier in the week but work has been crazy. I think I use all my available energy at the gym after work. To think i haven't even started pulling call yet. That will be fun. Despite all of that I really do like my job. Go figure.


I've actually forgotten most of the crazy shit that went down last weekend except for it's beginning and end. Thursday afternoon Texas experienced a downpour that was straight up biblical in it's intensity. On the drive home I drove through a "puddle" that was a whole lot deeper than it appeared. Boom.. My car stalls.. OH S&%&!!!!! Fortunately it was covered by insurance so things worked out. Although my car is still at the Nissan Dealer. They are waiting for a part to come in.
Fast forward to Sunday night. I finally decide the boyfriend and I need to have a talk about the future of our relationship. After prodding that Negro forever I finally get him to admit he's not going to move here. I can't say that I was surprised. Whenever he spoke about HIS future he never mentioned living in Texas. he says there are thing he needs to accomplish before he thinks about uprooting. I'm not even mad at him.. he has to do what he thinks is best for him. I am a little pissed that he acted like I had a ulterior motive for wanting to know what his plans were. Like I had a dude waiting in wings for the moment. I'm also pissed that he acts like every things just great, mostly because I realise now that this relationship is more than likely going to have to end and I'm going to have to be the one who ends it. sucks .. i love him but it's just not working. This long-distance thing was supposed to be temporary. At this rate it'll continue this way for at least another couple of years. I don't really know what I'm going to do and I already know he's going to think there's somebody else. That's just how he is but I can't help that. So-to be continued...........

:(

It's been a bad weekend from beginning to end.. Too much..You Know what I'll write about it later. I have to lie down.


Anyway!! Did anyone know this song was originally recorded by them? I didn't.

Just another Monday

Thanks Dayne.. I didn't call you out when you went on a two month break.LOL. Just playin.



So I haven't really been blogging ...obviously. That's mostly because nothing has really been going on with me. I go to work, I go to the gym and I come home. That's pretty much been my life this summer. Damn!! Summer07 is almost over. Where did the time go?

Is anybody watching Summer TV? Two of my faves right now are Kimorra Lee Simmons new show and a show on VH1 called The Man Band. Is it just me or is Kimorra on some different shit. The girl is just a narcissist. Her two little girls are something else though.

I do have a question that I would like some input on. Mostly from any of you guys who've been in long-term relationships but I'd appreciate input from any one who has an opinion.

Has anyone come to a point in their relationships when they've decided it's OK NOT to use condoms anymore? Do you think there is a point when you would consider it? What would be the criteria? In this day and age is it naive to trust ANYONE like that?

Let's just say I'm really interested in getting some opinions on the above topic.