Jealousy
You know. I feel like I'm not blogging about anything of consequence. I have several issues running around my mind right now, but I'm not really talking about them with anyone or blogging about them. I wonder why. No really I wonder why. Here's one.....
My best friend and his wife just welcomed their second son into the world. Jordan Thomas McCray( pictures should be coming shortly). My second Godson by the way. While I'm extremely happy for them I'm kind of jealous. I know doesn't that sound evil. I mean not "I wish bad things for them" jealous but " I wish I had a family like them" jealous.
My family..Well, my family sucks sometimes. I just started speaking to my mom again (long story), I don't talk to my dad( bastard) and I love my siblings dearly but it seems like we are all out living our separate lives( which is how it's supposed to be I guess) but I'm talking years without seeing each other. I really feel like I'm ready to create my own family. The Boo and I have discussed eventually raising children together but we still have to tackle living together first. Even if that doesn't work I always said I'd adopt a kid who needed a home one day or maybe find some lesbian friends who'd have my big eared babies. This rent-a-cop told me I look like Martin Lawrence today. Um...No.. I guess we all look alike. Anyway I'm just venting.
---On to the Superficial stuff-----
Has anyone seen that show the Footballers Wives on BBC America. OMG that's gonna be shit since Desperate housewives is gone for the summer. There was a rape, two women giving birth to the same mans babies at the same time, a baby swap, A faked paternity test, a stalker, a baby being smothered by the families dog and a cute confused gay black boy all in the first show. I don't understand the slang because the cast is British but still.
Has anyone heard of the group S Club? How about Imajin? Why did I buy their greatest hits album yesterday. My musical tastes are a bit TOO broad at times.
I finally watched that Destiny Children DVD. The one in Atlanta. I was impressed.
Anywho...I should be working......lata
posted by lj at 1:18 AM
8 Comments:
The grass always looks better on the other side...
You look at them and be like, wow I wish I can start my family...
And they may look at you and be like, wow I wish I was still single/dating without the pressures of having my own family...
That show sound interesting...
5:24 AM
Heh...someone thold me I look like Martin Lawrence. I assumed it was the Martin before he went crazy...*LOL*.
And word ladynay...the grass is always greener on the other side.
8:22 AM
S club seven and Imajin... I was infatuated with members of both groups at one time... sigh
12:12 PM
Imajin...those lil curly hair boys...where they been..they got a greatest hits album????
10:08 PM
hmmm, Martin Lawrence huh... well somebody told me I look like Chris Rock! Go figure lol Congratulations on your best friend's addition to the family and your new Godson.
Jealousy is very human, and I was occasionally overcome by it. Key thing, take comfort in knowing that your time is coming. OH and THANKS for commenting on my blog! :-) made me feel lots of good :-D
2:29 PM
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8:10 PM
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8:13 PM
I was told that I looked like Dave Chappelle! I spent the night in jail cause I slapped that heffa so hard that her weave fell off (just kidding).
And ain't Footballer's Wives the ish? I can't wait to get my satellite hooked up again.
10:44 PM
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